We have the right to say what we want to say no matter what is going on

Just wanted to let every one know im doing great

Most recent pic of me taken on 4/16/2006

These are two of my best friends that I have had a chance to party with and Im sure we will have a chance to party some more together also the one in the middle is Arlene and the one on her left side is Renee

I WALK THE STREETS ALONE SINGING THE SAME OLE SONG. I LISTEN TO THE VOICE I HEAR CALLING MY NAME AND WISHING I WAS THERE TO HOLD YOU CLOSE TO ME AND HOLDING YOUR HAND AND FEELING YOUR SWEET BREATH UPON MY NECK. AS I WALK THE STREETS ALONE WISHING YOU WAS HERE TO HOLD MY HAND AND HOLD ME CLOSE .SOME THINGS JUST NEVER DO CHANGE AT ALL THEY JUST SEEM TO GET WORSE AS TIME GOES ON . BUT IT TIMES LIKE THIS YOU REALIZE ITS NOT SO EASY BEING ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD AND NO WHERE TO RUN OR NO WHERE TO HIDE ITS JUST THE SAME OLE SONG AND DANCE . WRITTEN BY, CINDY

Changes Are Made For Reason

God makes changes every day in peoples lives. God has made many changes in my life yes I have gained lots of weight since I've gotten pregnant and apparently people can't except them changes for reason unknown to me but . Each to there own. Wellit has come to me that people don't like the changes that have taken place in my life but there is nothing I can do about it so Im not gonna sit here and worry who likes me and who doesn't like me any more. Written by Cindy

THE MORE YOU GIVE

THE MORE YOU GIVE , THE MORE YOU GET. THE MORE YOU DO UNSELFISHLY THE MORE YOU LIVE ABUNDANTLY THE MORE OF EVERYTHIG YOU SHARE, THE MORE YOU LAUGH, THE LESS YOU HAVE TO FRET.THE MORE YOU'LL HAVE TO SPARE THE MORE YOU LOVE, THE MORE YOU'LL FIND THAT LIFE IS GOOD AND FRIENDS ARE KIND ONLY WHAT WE GIVE AWAY ENRICHES FROM DAY TO DAY. WRITTEN BY CINDY

REMIND ME, GOD

WHEN I AM LONELY AND PERHAPS I FEEL DESPAIR, LET NOT MY AILING HEART FORGET . THAT YOU HEAR EVERY PRAYER... REMIND ME THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO OR FAIL TO DO, THERE IS HOPE FOR AS LONG AS I HAVE FAITH IN YOU... LET NOT MY EYES BE BLINDED BY SOME FOLLY I COMMIT BUT HELP ME TO REGERT MY WRONG AND MAKE AMENDS FOR IT. INSPIRED ME TO PUT MY FEARS UPON A HIDDEN SHELF , AND IN THE FUTURE TRY NOT TO FEEL SORRY FOR MY SELF. GIVE ME THE RESTFUL SLEEP I NEED BEFORE ANOTHER DAWN, AND BLESS ME IN THE MORNING WITH THE COURAGE TO GO ON.

GOD'S RAINBOW

RAINBOWS APPEAR AFTER MIGHTY STORMS, WHEN THINGS LOOK THEIR WORST. JUST WHEN SKIES ARE DARKEST GRAY, LOOK FOR THE RAINBOW FIRST. THE RAINBOW IS A SIGN OF GOD'S PROMISE, THAT HE WILL GUIDE US THROUGH ALL OUR TROUBLES, NO MATTER WHAT THEIR FORM. WHEN YOU FEEL BATTERED BY LIVES STORMS YOU ARE FILLED WITH DOUBT AND DISMAY; JUST REMEMBER GOD'S RAINBOW IS COMING ITS ONLY A PRAYER AWAY. WRITTEN BY CINDY

WALK TOGETHER

YOU ARE THE ONE, IN ALL MY DREAMS .WALKING TOGETHER OR WADING IN STREAMS. LIFE REALLY BLESSED ME WHEN IT GAVE ME YOU . I USED TO THINK IT COULDN'T BE TRUE STILL HERE YOU ARE RIGHT BY MY SIDE, HOLDING MY HAND WITH EVERY STRIDE. WALKING THROUGHT LIFE, WHAT WE HAVE IS TRUE. AND I AM SO HAPPY TO SHARE IT WITH YOU. THANK YOU FOR WALKING WITH ME. IT HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL JOURNEY!! WRITTEN BY CINDY

You Are My Everything

MY EYES SHINE... BECAUSE YOU ARE THEIR LIGHT. I SPEAK... BECAUSE YOU ARE MY WORDS. MY SPIRIT SOARS... BECAUSE YOUR SPIRIT SOARS WITH ME. MY ARMS REACH... BECAUSE YOU ARE THERE TO EMBRACE. I WALK... BECAUSE YOU WALK BESIDE ME. MY LOVE SURVIVES... BECAUSE YOU ARE MY HEART. MY PASSION BURNS... BECAUSE YOUR PASSION BLAZES WITHIN ME. I SMILE... BECAUSE YOU ARE MY LAUGHTER.. I AM ME.. BECAUSE YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME. WRITTEN BY CINDY

CARELESS

I LOOK IN YOUR EYES, AND WANT TO LIVE THERE. TO HOLD YOU -PLEASURE BEYOND COMPARE. TO KISS YOUR LIPS A DREAM TO DARE I LIVED MY LIFE WITHOUT CARE. MY SOUL WAS EMPTY, DARK AND BARE NOW WITH YOU, I HAVE A PRAYER. NEVER A SIGHT WAS SEEN SO FAIR. FORGIVE ME PLEASE WHEN I STARE AND BREATHE THE LIFE OF YOUR FRESH AIR. WRITTEN BY CINDY

My Wonderful Friend

You're such a wonderful friend, a blessing so special and rare, To have a friend like you is an answer to a prayer.So this brings the most loving thank you for all your warm, caring ways, And hopes God will bless you forever with the brightest and Happiest day. Written By Cindy

God Will Do The Rest

I asked the lord to bless you As I prayed for you today. To Guide you and protect you As you go along your way...His love is always with you his promise are true And when we give Him all our cares You know He will see us through. So when the road you're traveling on seems difficult at best... Just remember I'm here praying And God will do the rest. Written By Cindy

I Will Always Be There

When life becomes difficult sometime you find that it helps if you know You're on somebody's mind And I just want to say That what ever you do, Please remember that someone Is thinking of you! So don't ever feel lonely of full of despair. If you need me I promise I'll always be there! Written By Cindy

If I Were

IF I WERE THE SUN, I WOULD BRIGHTEN YOUR DAYS. AND GIVE LOVE IN EVERY WAY IF WERE THE MOON, I WOULD SHOW YOU MY STARS. AND SHOW YOU WHERE YOU ARE IN MY HEART. IF I WERE THE RAIN, I WOULD SHOWER YOU WITH LOVE AND YOU WOULD BE MY ONLY LOVE. IF I WERE THE SKY, THERE WOULD ALWAYS BE LIGHT. FOR WHEN YOUR HERE WITH ME YOU BRIGHTEN MY LIFE. AND IF I WERE A PATH, I WOULD SHOW YOU THE WAY TO MY HEART AND THAT IS WHERE YOU WOULD STAY. WRITTEN BY CINDY ( BABY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH )

When

When you are around I feel I can take on the world. When you speak I feel every word you Speak. When you move I feel every movement you make. When you touch my hand I feel I can fly or just go on go on for miles. When your heart beats I feel everyone of your heartbreak. When you laugh I can hear the tension in your voice. When you leave my heart anticipates . The moment you will return. I love you baby!! Written By Cindy

SOMEONE THERE FOR YOU

SOMEONE YOU CAN BELIEVE IN; SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU, REMINDING YOU TO HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF; SOME WHO INSPIRES YOU TO FOLLOW YOUR HEART; SOMEONE WHO LOOKS FORWARD TO SPENDING TIME WITH YOU; SOMEONE WHO GIVES YOU SUPPORT, AND HELPS YOU ACHIEVE SO THAT YOU CAN SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND SOAR; SOMEONE WHO OFFERS YOU ADVICE GIVES YOU A PEACE OF MIND, AND A SENSE OF PRIDE; SOMEONE WILL LISTEN AND HELP YOU THROUGH THE HARD TIMES DRYING YOUR TEARS SO ALL YOUR FEARS DISAPPEAR IN THE END AND THAT SOMEONE IS ME ! WRITTEN BY CINDY

Brokenhearted
I sat here and watched you throw all our dreams and future out the window. I have sat here and cried so many tears and so many countless hours of wondering what I ever did to deserve this from you. My heart is in a million pieces and beyond repair. I don't think my heart or emotions will ever be the same again. I stay up late wondering why did I ever let this happen to me and If I will ever find love again out there in this cruel world we live in. I just hope some day this poem really hit home to the one I loved and still care about . Writteb By Cindy